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[23 Jan 2005|09:29pm]
Hey, i created a new journal.
Cause maybe i'll finally start updating!

add me? danielles_

=)


<3
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[12 Jan 2005|10:37pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Schools poopy.
Alans an ass.
I've got tonsss of homework
But its like all sort of still going fine.

=)

Well, its cool. Being sec 4 lol
i feel so old? but, not really cause we definitely look alot smaller than sec 4's?
i dunno why,
But yeah haha!

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[10 Oct 2004|06:14pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

what is wrong with people nowadays?
Dont they care?

urgh, well good for you.
got what you wanted

blah

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get out. [13 Sep 2004|11:04pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

F you.
F off.


I suddenly have this urge to pull all my hair out!
I kinda think i'm sadictic as in really really sadistic.
oh well,


day was o.k school was alright not to bad, after school cip was kinda fun,
audition i helped out with.. was, fun -grins- K NVM!

argh.
out. bye!

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[11 Sep 2004|10:03pm]
[ mood | content ]

My mum's friend came over. He took me for a spin on his Bike. OMG! so funn! ahah
My first time on a bike. It was kinda like scary at first cause he went sooo bloody fast but after a while it was JUST FUN! ahaha! When i grow up , i wanna own one! ahha
K dream on.

Anyways, Stayed home the whole day today woke up late, pigged out (now i feel soooo full) watched the VMAs and fell asleep halfway ahha! Damn i always miss the nice shows cause i ALWAYS fall asleep. Haha, OH i didnt know i stayed so close to you btw. Its so cool! Like few blocks away ahah! YAY !

Anyways, Schools on monday! AND, i haven't done any thing yet. I haven't studied and i have not done my homework and omgg im really screwed i better start or else i'll just die! Damn! k, im off now!

Dinner? lol -smiles-
k****addict?? BLEAH!

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[31 Aug 2004|09:50pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

DANCEATHON was funny
Cheerleading was tiring yet a bit slack today

Guess it was cause i was already tired. Anyways, Tmr's teachers day and i have tuition! MATH! GREAT!

haiya..
I'm becoming a stoner now thanks to KIM! i find i stone easily now..

SCCARYY!

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[21 Aug 2004|08:21pm]
Cocktail
Cocktail


?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla


COOL!
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[21 Aug 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | numb ]

MY BODY IS ACHING PLS HELP ME!

im like a retard that cant sit cant stand cant run cant do anything, and i think i have a blue black on my ass! haha, =)

LOOK KIM !!

i updated!

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[16 Aug 2004|06:34pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Firstly this is Darryls brothers friend.(in the article)
Read it and pls just, i dunno pray? IF you can, for the 2 that are still alive. Its really sad.

http://straitstimes.asia1.com.sg/topstories/story/0,4386,267292,00.html

Anyways, Im talking to kim now, We were talking about how fun life was in the beginning of the yr, OUr highlight of the year. Something we know now, we can never relive. But i guess thats what memories are for right? I've learnt to treasure whom i have around now, cause.. SO many ppl are leaving, either migrating or just drifting apart or well, dying.

This only leaves me wondering what would happen when i die. ITs either many ppl will be at my funeral or very little ppl would be there, EIther everyone will have something to say about me, or many ppl wont have anything to say. I guess i really dont remember this.. that, we all will die someday and i dont know, but i realised i dont live each day to the fullest, i dont bother actually about doing what i wanna do in case it was my last day alive. I wonder what kind of Eulogy i'd get when I DIE. hmmm..

Miss chai let us watch some movie today in class, about this 2 guys who were both in a way retarded, one mentally and the other physically. And how they worked together as one. And when one friend died, how much they realised they meant to each other. I duno the show was really sweet, though its just a movie. There are ppl like that and it just scared me, how im really not treasuring what i have, who i am? and yeah. this is so weird, im talking a bit too much about the way i feel.

I've learnt so much in such few days and i feel lik every time i stand up im just gonna fall down. Dont understand why.

i hate sad departures. Cause the feeling after it really doesnt go away.

Edit: Todays Nicoles birthday! I love her! HAppy birthday girl!
I wanted to wish her like just before the day ends let her think i forgot, but she kept complaining to Glenn ahha thinking i really did forget so i gave up ahhaha just wished her, she totally fell for it haha! =)

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sad day [15 Aug 2004|08:36pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Yuppp, Today was such a sad day.

Russell left. Time passed so fast i hope it passes fast from now on so he'll be back soon. Everyone cried well almost everyone including me, and sigh, i duno. just such a sad day. I'll miss his crappyness.

Why is everyone leaving?

In the morning my mum had some car trouble. 2 cars sandwiched my mums car and we were stuck there waiting for 2 and a half hours cause they refused to move their cars, god knows why. urgh! OUtside church somemore! tsk tsk.

[-remembered-]

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Friday, The 13th [13 Aug 2004|09:10pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

So, i just finished polishing my boots for tmr's Ncc training. CO parade. Lol, hmm.. Anyways, today was seriously bad luck for me, I nearly got into this accident that happened like right behind me and like 1 sec after i stepped onto the bus stop concrete thing..

I was on the way home and i have this habit of running across the road even when a car is coming, but today the car wasnt so near it was like quite far so i just crossed the road, and like, this lady she was behind me she did the exact same thing, she walked too. NO IDEA where this motorcyclist came out from but it was a lady motorcyclist she was going really fast, as i stepped on the pathment like, you know how at bus stops there this step thingy erm, yeah i just stepped up on that, and i dunno what exactly happened but i heard the woman scream i just turned around and omg k i saw her like falling to the group and her neck hit right into the step and her front teeth like went right through her bottom lip, she was unconscious for so damn long k! There was like a hell lot of blood and i didnt know what to do.. The lady on the bike skidded and she like just flew and lanted at the side of the road too, she hit her head and landed directly on her back. i was so traumatised i just stood there. obviously i wanted to call for an ambulance but a chinese women beat me to that, so.. Yeah the 2 ladies were like soo unconscious and bleeding so much, the woman broke her permanent teeth and yeah lol one was through her bottom lip. god i swear it was just so scary, i dont wanan continue but yeah, she had this huge cut on her neck and the whole ground had soo much blood.

The ambulance came and they took the ppl away. There was a huge traffic jam cause all teh cars and buses kept stopping to look and yeah everyone was staring. lol i was just standing there like an idiot k.

Anyways, other than that.. i fractured my thumb.. left thumb. During rugby today. Mr lee omgg i hate him, he kept shouting and everyone was so angry they played so rough.. I can bend my thumb around, lol yes it hurts but i dunno lol its kinda fun? Going for an xray tmr, cause i have Ncc in the morning.. I hope it isnt serious. lol

SO, friday the 13th for me? Did anyone else have anything bad happen to them?

Just wanna add, Happy birthday Jon!!

Im off!! <3

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[07 Aug 2004|08:57pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

time, sometimes the time just slips away
and you're left with yesterday
left with the memories
i, i'll always think of you and smile
and be happy for the times i had you with me
though we go our seperate ways
i wont forget so dont forget
the memories we made

please remember
please remember
i was there for you and you were there for me
please remember
our time together
time was yours and mine and we were wild and free
please remember
please remember me

goodbye there's just no sadder word to say
and its sad to walk away with just the memories
who's to know what might have been
we leave behind a life and time
we'll never know again

please remember
please remember
i was there for you and you were there for me
and please remember
please remember me

please remember,
please remember
i was there for you and you were there for me
please remember, our time together
the time was yours and mine
and we were wild and free
and remember,
please remember me

and how we laugh and how we smile
and how this world was yours and mine
and how no dream was out of reach
i stood by you, you stood by me
we took each day and made it shine
we wrote our names across the sky
we ride so fast, we ride so free
and I had you and you had me
please remember
please remember

[-Missing them already-]
We sang that song for ROD, and our version of accidentally in love with our own lyrics for them! =)
Yesterday we marched for the Ndp observation parade, GOH contingent, it was so fun! I never knew NCC was so much fun. Cant believe i neglected it soo much. Its like after spec course i realised how much i missed out. And i wish i didnt hate it so much last time.. Anyways.. I wont make the same mistake =)

So today supposed to go watch a classmate fight for a silat competition? Never went for one before i thought it would have been cool to go watch? BUt didnt in the end ahha! how annoying, hmm.. so i stoned at home today for the whole day!

OOh well, tomorrow im going to town! with my mum! HAHA , HOW FUN! but its okay, i havent been to town in so long anyways ahah so yeahh! =))
im off!

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[25 Jul 2004|01:56pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I FUCKING HELL DELETED ALL THE PHOTOS IN MY CAMERA!
how the hell do i get it back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HELP!!!!

DOES ANYONE KNOE HOW TOOO!!!!!

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[15 Jul 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Reply to this entry anonymously.

It can say anything.

What you like/hate about me.

A story.

A secret.

A confession.

A fear.

A love.

Anything


Post anonymously, and honestly.


Then put this in your journal to see what your friends have to say.

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[30 Jun 2004|10:14pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

The Adam Khoo talk was really good. It did motivate me. And i really look up to him, considering he had a really bad childhood and now, he's that successful its such a miracle. Anyways, The 2nd day if im not wrong, some ppl said the whole him getting angry and totally blowing was all planned? But whether it was or not, it scared the shit out of me, He just started shouting like all of a sudden i swear my heart like stopped. It was realy good though that i actually absorbed all he saed and i understood how important my life really is to me, and that no one can put me down. Its like hard to believe i never knew all that.

Yeah im kinda sad its like over already anyways, we had so much fun! I'd seriously never forget him. Hmm, So anyways... normal school starts tmr, and i feel excited for some reason! ahaha, weird? i hope not! lol, ooh welll.. who do the sec 3's have recess with now? is it the sec 4's/5's??
I'm so confused about everything that changed in schooll haha like i dunno where is what class now and stuff, hmm.. anyways.. im off !
gonna go read my lit book got some test coming up! bleah! nites!

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[28 Jun 2004|01:33am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I cannot get to sleep!
I don't get why?

Anyways, talking to a few ppl made me think alot. Its like i don't know, but i've concluded that i was given many chances in life to take things but i never did, take things not in taking something but ahh nvm, yeah point is i didn't and now, its all like bouncing back! Cause im finally regretting. Oh well, not good to regret right? Hmm, Schools in a few hours and im not tired at all, I woke up at 4pm today, cause i was out till 6am++ yesterday so i couldnt wake up any earlier

Anyways, i feel as if my stomach keeps doing weird flips on me, and i have no idea why, I feel like im nervous for a certain event or sumthing? But i have no idea what it is, OOh well, anyways.. I'm going to try and get some sleep!

Some ppl can't handle the truth.
I'm one of them
I think ?

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[17 Jun 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

Clare! NUREENA IS THE COVER GIRL FOR 17 MAG THIS MONTH!
OMG! haha...

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I'm back! haha! woohoo! [17 Jun 2004|09:35pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

So i'm finally back from all the ncc camps and stuff! So fun, im a Sgt now!
Anyways, i should have always listened to Raudha whenever she tells me that ncc camps are always fun! Cause i always end up dreading camps for nothing! haha, Spec course was so fun!

Anyways, so much has been going on for the past few days its so darn hard to believe all at once, haha! I feel so backdated so come on and update me pls! lol, i have no idea what the hell is going on.

I stayed home the whole day today, i feel so weird hahah! like, i havent been home for such a long time to cherish being home hahaha k im crapping!
Anyways, I spoke to Kim and Clare on the phone just now, it felt so nice having finally to talk to them after such a long time, i haven't been talking to them since before school ended now im just so happy to finally talk to them and catch up with everything thats going on.

And omg, i saw this cute guy at camp -grin- =) but who cares. lol Hey kim happy belated 3 months! =)

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[09 May 2004|09:58am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I hate THIS


THIS

you and you not being able to get along
and then hurting yourselves and me
damn this

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[31 Mar 2004|12:04pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Don't you just HATE it when you take so long to do something that you're actually satisfied with, then! Bring it to school and have someone telling you it needs touching up so you bring it home to touch up and LOSE IT!
Then, do another one and have the same thing happen twice! I feel so dead! OMG!
Like, dunno how the same thing can happen twice! ahhhh!

Anyways, i didnt go to school only cause i'm having art today and i lose my final art piece TWICE! dunno HOW dunno WHEN and i just. dunno! haha! I'm too lazy and like a bit scared to do another one cause in case im just a huge jinx and i end up loosing it again!

Anyways, i wonder how it'll be like to be a vegetarian? haha! I saw this program on tv just now about this boy who had a dog and his dad fried it (bleah) And fed it to the family during dinner and he didnt noe so he ate it and then found out he had eaten his dog. tts like yuck! so sad! i'd die if i ate my dog! LOL, i want another dog btw, anyone knows where to get a cocker spaniel? I love those! They're so cute! oH ya about the boy, right after eating his dog he just became a vegetarian ahah! so fun! i wanna try being a vegetarian!

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